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My ear's candy dance

2009-10-27T00:41:00.002+08:00

OMO

What are you doing ??!

No idea....

What can i say ??!

Just go ahead to do what you wish

I wont comment anything else....

I will stand aside to keep an eye on you

to make sure you are alright

that is enough for me !!!

PS:someone say i totaly change my mind

haha...i dint admit but also dint deny

i just follow what my heart wish to be!!^^

New Sem....New Life

2009-10-27T00:08:00.005+08:00

Really long time

no blogging here dy....

Where m i gone recently....

I totally no idea....^^

supposely,many things to share

but lazy

made me no mood to update

hmm....

just finished my short sem break

started with my new sem around 2 week dy

....

Once again, met my uni frens

met my gang of frens in kampar...

nothing else big different...

just feel like something is gonna change dy

mayb everyone is coupling ...

everyone is being so busy....

but then i just stay turned...

and being nothing else,swt

Mayb i also have a change

Aint sound good for me??!

Mayb....who knows....

what i should do...

should be "take it easy"

My previous sem's result,

i get what i suppose expected to get

that is why,

no dissapointed,no sadness,no tear

i cant gain what i suppose for my hope...

should blame myself for always

being last minutes work....

such a lazy bug i am !!!

This sem is a short sem,

i just have 7 weeks for me

to rush on 3 subjects....

summore,

because the new system of UTAR,

made many inconvinince towards students

my classes even made me

so messy and confuse = =

different subjects different pupils to meet

OMG

A lot of quiz,

A lot of assignments,

A lot of presentations,

A lot of mid terms,

is waiting for me = =OMO

I have to start my hub-bub uni life dy,

many tasks wait me to "enjoy" !!!

Anyways,

This times,

I realy need to put more and more afford

no play play again....

no lazy and no excuse dy....

short sem should score well

and chase back the cgpa

"War" is non-stopping

what i have to do is

fight hard for ownself....

so that i can survive bravely....

All my frens,

aza aza fighting la

PS:

recently seem like dint spend much time on MYSJ

realy feel so sorry on that....

Events cant lend a hand on that....haihz...

hope everything will be FINE....

New SingBox

2009-10-26T23:52:00.003+08:00

Suddenly felt that my blogger
seem like "old fashion"....
No change, No update....
even the singbox also outdated
made me no mood st all, SWEAT....

That's why,
i excited 2 change all my songs
summore recently addicted on
many korean hitz songs....
Made me have a good reason
to updated my singbox....

hmm....
i take the opportunity here
to recomment for all of you
those songs which i updated
No bad....&....Nice !!!
Hope u guys can enjoy it...

PS:Ring Ding Dong...
made me crazy super addicted
"Fantasic" & "Elastic"
HAHAHA

Be with you,Kim Young Woon

2009-10-26T14:51:00.002+08:00

Credit From：
马来西亚SJ之家(www.mysj-home.com)

視頻製作/Video Production﹕葬身于海@MYSJ
视频文字/Video Text：sinyi@MYSJ
韩文翻译/Korean Translate by：小妖精@MYSJ
英文翻译/English Translate by：karen_ting@MYSJ
英文校对/Checked by：银水晶@MYSJ

Lyris：
As I look into your eyes
I see all the reasons why
My life’s worth a thousand skies
You’re the simplest love I’ve known
And the purest one I’ll own
Know you’ll never be alone

Chorus:

My baby you
Are the reason I could fly
And cause of you
I don’t have to wonder why
Baby you
There’s no more just getting by
You’re the reason I feel so alive
Though these words I sing are true
They still fail to capture you
As mere words can only do
How do I explain that smile
And how it turns my world around
Keeping my feet on the ground

Repeat Chorus

I will soothe you if you fall
I’l be right there if you call
You’re my greatest love of all

Repeat Chorus

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PS：Nothing much can say,
what i wanna let u know is
"i will always be with you"
i dont care the result,
dont ask the reason,
dont wanna know what is the truth....
so i beg u,
please dun push me away.....
everything will be okay SOON

Goodbye to "Business Accounting"

2009-09-25T13:19:00.004+08:00

I felt depressed in this paper

Business Accounting = =

is the tough subject onwards me....

This subject is totally terrible stress causer

whether i tried to do,

even tried to understand hard....

but yet nothing else was gained....

I dont like accounting

I hate those journal,legder and so on....

I dislike Balanse Sheet & Income statement....

Burnt a whole night oil,

for handling this subject...

And yet result found to be "SHIT"

Mayb is because my last minutes work,

always like to be last to fight off....

Lazy bugs always come along me= =

This final exam,

I almost burnt my night time

with a cup of "Teh Ice"....

I felt vomit on the Teh taste dy....

it realy made me in gastric too....

I anti TEH so much now,swt....

Haihz....

Nothing else can say now,

just hope my accounting paper

will not die so hard.....haihz

Pray hard altod it was overed...

God must bless on me^^

PS:

still have one more paper to go....

Information System,WTH subject again = =

This exam made me exhausted till mad....OMG

All My friends,fight for the last paper ya ^^

Waiting For You--Jay Park

2009-09-22T00:53:00.002+08:00

Jay,
miss you so much...
I love this fans made....
During i saw this video,
I cried till mad....
The lyris is deep touch enough...

Jay,
U see it??
That is Hottest made for u...

We all are waiting for you....

Please comeback soon...

How many can i give up,

To change back

Your dont give up....

Missing You

2009-09-14T12:32:00.005+08:00

How to forget the way of love?

How to let the hand and go away?

How to ignore you in my deep heart?

How to forget how much i love you?

I hunt for the answer.....

but i still cant find out....

I think.....
I care for you so much

much than what i expect

much than i ever know

Sometimes,

Care about someone so much,

even cant stop thinking about HIM,

Although,it was full of pain and tired

that is the fact -->

I still care for HIM,

I miss HIM so much.....

Besides,

mising you.....

I just can

keeping You in the night....

No pain,No Gain

2009-09-14T11:45:00.005+08:00

I lose the way to love

Pain and memories

haunted me a lot,

Hard to recover,

Never be whole again

No pain,No gain

But after the pain,

what else is left???

what else have gained???

The Pain,

totally pull me down,

Shall I stand up again ???

Hard to say....

because it is

hard for me to re-stand....

What else have i left???

I only realize....

I have nothing.....

except

PAIN

......

Dara "Kiss"

2009-09-11T15:02:00.004+08:00

I like 2Ne1's Sandara Park

new song with the tilte of "Kiss"

I m here to share the mv.....

I m fully expected to look for this mv

since last week.....

Lee MinHo also take part in this mv...

oops...we can see KISS screen between them

I strongly recomment this song.....

Once again....

the song feating with CL,

it such a perfect match....

Sandara park,

the one i like the most in 2NE1.....

a stylist and playful onnie.....

of coz....she is such pretty too....

Dara,hwaiting.....

Hope u guys will enjoy this mv....

"Kiss"

Shit timetable ....suck Utar system

2009-09-10T11:02:00.009+08:00

Last night slept around 3am,

2day wake up early in the morning,
for WHAT???
For register for 2nd semester's timetable

the whole morning.....
the line suck tilll hell....
the page loaded damn slow.....
i was full of emo......
angry till mad.....

How suck of the Utar system is???
selecting self timetable???
aint bring more trouble to students???
even the exam slip,
we also need 2 print out by own
what the Fu*k uni it is????

I saw courtless of complaint,
but yet,
will it improve in the future???
We are the main assets for it....
but why
wad also need done by ourselves....
Then
what for to pay the fees......

damn suck
damn shit
......

By pooring line,
finally the outcome was,
No more space for the
Pengajian Malaysia Lecturer class,
In such circumstances,
I forced to take Moral......
My timetable is messy enough
I realy no eye to c on that.....
WTF ......damn.....

I need cool down my emo,
the best way is,
i need to take a nap NOW......

No disturb please......
such a shit morning......

Dear Park JaeBeom

2009-09-09T11:19:00.004+08:00

some how until now????

over a whole night,
i also cant accept that
Jaebeom was quit and left 2pm
how come will be like that???
how a heartbreaking news???

I m not a hottest,not 2pm fan
but this seriously made me cry,
why u just leave without saying any words???
many fans haven give up to support u,
how come u decide to leave them???
I knew u have ur own reason.....
I din't blame for ur leaving.....
U sure tired and stressful for all this....

I realized i dont understand korean culture
I totally dont understand korea country,
Just a 4 years ago mistake,
made a talent guy spoilt his dream???
aint is too cold and cruel???

today 8.40 morning,got fans saw
jay reached airport.....
when he saw his mum,he tear off....
he kept on apologize to his parents???
how pity a guy ???

Jay,no matter how....
I still remember u r the only leader in 2pm,
I will always miss you.....
I will miss your sweetie smiling.....
u r the beloved of jayness and hottest,
u r the one born to be put on the stage,
so, please dont give up ur dream......

Thinking of,

will the miracle happen on that,

Will you comeback one day???

Park JaeBeom,

we 're always be with you.....

Please be stronger......

Please be tough......

Hapiness,

is what we want u to have
So,Promise to

always stay happy....

Brand New GD^^

2009-09-07T16:16:00.002+08:00

I like this performance

that is why i recomment here

I addicted in "Heartbreaker" since the 1st day

the song debut.....

damn great n nice song^^

Not to say, I want change my idol

I just like this song's style

Brand new GD also full of stylist^^

Dream Story

2009-09-07T16:03:00.005+08:00

Once Again
I dreamed of U

Why ???
When i get off the maze,
Once again, pulled me inside

Aint this dream is fooled on me??
found me so silly
n try to laugh towards me???

Why dont just stop it
and
far away from me???
I begged to let set free....

I m tired on that
dont wanna think
dont wanna dream
dont wanna stay
I wish to run away
who can help me???

what can i do for u???

2009-09-07T15:41:00.004+08:00

Recently
I totaly cant think through what ur thoughts
M i such dont understand on U???
Or i just dun want to admit somethings
I scared to know the truth
Truth is always full of cruel

I cant deny,
there was sure
had somethings happened towards U.....
mayb it played u happy
made u sorrow too...

From ur CY renewed,
I dont know--->all ok-->happy
until last night
promise---> a previous memory

I hope to ask u a question???
"r u falling in love wf someone???"
I m so sorry that,
I not dare to ask
I affair to think off.....
finally, I escaped.....

U r absolutely stupid,
a 100% pabo.....
u r childish which full of child-minded
u r not belonging in this realistic world
because u r too easily to get hurt....
totally dont know how 2 self protect

i always think that
how much can i love u more ??
how can i protect u from getting hurt ??
how can i made u always happiness ??

What else can i do for u???
can u tell me???

I cant change the fact that,
I Falled For You
I Missed You
I Pained for U
I Cried for U
.......

PS:why recently made me facing the same problem like this
i m fully tired on that dy.....

I Lost

2009-09-03T05:58:00.007+08:00

I was in insomnia mode ,

the whole night,

i totally cant close up my pair of eyes

In the midnight,

I try hard to fight back my tears,

useless to find out that

why my face appeared in two lines of tears???

the tear in silence was bitter enough

and flow into my broken heart

made it feel burnt

I should let go with a deep smile

I should face it easily

but yet

I found in fact was

My heart still broken and hurt

It was pain too

In the end,

whom that it hurted for? ? ? !

Silly to say,

i still believe what u told me,

M i pabo enough ???

I laughed brightly,

Because I really lost........

Korea Plaza Singing Class

2009-09-01T14:25:00.008+08:00

Last thursday,
I decided go for the Korea Plaza
for attending the singing class^^

In wednesday night,
I with my sister stayed one night at onnie's house
both of her parents realy very friendly
made me feel embrassed to bring trouble for them
Uncle,aunty,onnie
thanks for everything ^^

the next day,
I antipated go for KLIA with chris and keiya,
because Eyrans wanna flight to oversea on that day
She realy get shock to see me n sinmun
appear at KLIA
We juzt can chat for a while,
coz we were rushing bus to 2nd station,
so be4 leaving,we hug each other in deep.....
I dont dare to turn back
cause i scare to c her crying face,sob.....

TO:My dearest Eyrans
Plz take good care at there....v all miss u so much
hope can chat wf u soon in internet^^muakzzzz

After that,we took monorial and rushed to Bukit Nanas,
cause onnie called and said,
all members arrived edi...juz wait us to come
when we get off from the monorial,
i get shocked for that moment,
coz i saw quite a number of ppl
wearing blue color T-shirt.....so amazing scene^^
then, we walked to Korea Plaza.....

overall,the singing class quite enjoyable for me
I was 1st time to meet xiao xiao,acidice
both of their eyes realy extremely BIG enuf
During the class,
We all ELFs sang R&B version Sorry Sorry and Marry U too
After the self introduce section,
We decided ti watch the Super Show 1 DVD
everyone seem like so high on that situation....

personality,i like this kind of activity,
because through this activity,
it will make E.L.Fs become more co-operate
It can gather all Msia E.L.Fs
to have such interesting function
Make me feel amazing and meanningful^^
I apperiaciate KTO invite MYSJ for the singing class
and thanks those ELFs that attending that day
hope u guys were enjoyed it^^

Malaysia' ELFs , HAppy Together

Photo Sharing:

XiaoXiao,Me,Acidice^^

My korean look^^charisma n handsome???

i prefer this rather than female dressing in korea^^

ooh,winter dy???haha

sorry sorry,cool man !!!!

Behind me got 4 flower guys^^haeng boak

During the singing class,

all ELFs looked so concerntrate ^^ great!!!

Wuli little"xiao xiao" singing teacher^^pretty girl

My "破小孩"

Sorry Sorry lyris shown in big scene^^

"sorry sorry sorry sorry........"

wow,3 pretty korean girls + 1 handsome korean guy^^haha

annyhasaeyo......^^

At last,taking photo as a memorable

1,2,3......take^^

Apo's Birthday Party

2009-09-01T13:42:00.003+08:00

Let time bring back to last wednesday(26/8),

Our gang excited to go for KL one day trip,

suppose is for shopping at there,

but actualy purposely,

we went there to celebrate Apo's Birthday

Of course,Apo is knowing ntg about that

we planned to give

her a surpising birthday gather^^

Because of our smart n intelligent,

At last, the surpising for Apo was successfully

hmm.....

this one trip in kl,

our gang 12 ppl which included

Gua,Apo,Feipo,Strawberry,Stacy,Carman,

Munzi,Tick,Wei,Hoong,Brian

as well as me ^^

We went KL by KTM in the morning of 9.30

Shop at Timesquare,Sg Wang, and even

Pavilion^^

So amazing right???hahaha

but leg very pain for walk whole day,swtttt....

We decided to celebrate Apo's bufday

at a shop name"pepper lunch"in Pavilion

OMG,all made of pepper= =

the taste realy not nice,

NO MORE NEXT TIME!!!!

===============================================================

Now,is the photo timing :-

Be4 start our journey,we took in KTM, kampar

My new spec,bought in sg wang^^

damn like it....

On the way going to KL,what we do in the Train???

OMG,what was ah tick doing???sewing????

busy chitchat ING,hahaha

Wuli miss S,busy on her sewing^^so concerntrate

We din buy cake,we decided to buy Muffin

which replaced as cake!!!

feel special^^cake quite bored dy^^

Tasty muffin full of 20 candles

we took in Pavilion toilet，hehe

Our dinner---pepper rice which was full of pepper

the taste quite bad!!!dun go and try for it

u guys will regret

I like this

Jelly Cake^^

calm n pretty neh~~

At last,

Wuli main character,Leng lui Apo

Happy Birthday,

My dear friend,Apo^^

Hope all ur dreams will come true

Hope u always hapiness

PS:hope u have an momorable birthday this year^^

surpising on that day right???hahaha

Happy Birthday To YOU

2009-08-21T23:18:00.006+08:00

Before end of today

i take the opportunity here
to wish wuli
ki bum oppa
always haeng boak
&
happy birthday

my dear oppa,

i know you have you reason
i choose to BELIEVE you from the beginning
rather to blame you
i chose to trust you more

I know
I still remember
what you have promised us
ELFs always be there for you
so please dun let us wait so long

We are waiting your ComeBack
As long as you r happiness
We rather to stand by ur side

My dear ki bum,
please be happy and healthy
and lastly
wish u have a memorable birthday

Saranghaeyo
.....

Heartbreaker

2009-08-21T22:56:00.003+08:00

whether you r my heartbreaker

I m your heart pain~ER

Will m i ???

By why u r the one who let me full of pain

who give u the power???

Now i only realized

I m the one who give you the power to hurt me

Your r my heartbreaker

or else i m the loser

aint important for me already

A picture with a broken frame

can it heal and reframe again???

of cause is no problem

but it edi full of scar......

and become meanningless edi

why should still wanna hold tight??

If let time to heal it

can i become a heartbreaker for you???

I wanna to be.....BUT.....

No Way......

tagged by CheeYi

2009-08-08T14:50:00.002+08:00

1. Besides your lips, where is the favourite spot to get kissed?

forehead OR cheek= =

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?

m i dreaming

3. Who was the last person/people you took a photo with?

hmm.....feipo???i also 4get dy....^^

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?

NOPE

5. Will you ever donate blood?

No.cause underweight,sobbbb

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?

For Sure

7. Do you want someone to be dead?

Definitely NO !!!

8. What does your last text message say?

good night+bobo

9. What are you thinking right now?

scaring for later QT test 2.....god bless me^^

1o. Do you want someone to be with you right now?

Yes,but that is impossible.....

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?

4am

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?

forget edi,swt

13. Is someone on your mind right now?

Of course, yes

14. Who was the last person who text

hmm......sinmun???

*8 lucky person to do this quiz~*

*My dear(C)

*My lovely daughter(Eyrans)

* Karen

* Onnie

* Stacy

* ying hui

* Khim Yao

* Toh

Dong Hae's Lovely Father

2009-08-07T19:55:00.004+08:00

Lee Dong Hae is one of the Super junior member
His daddy passed away on August 8, 2006
due to chronic illness....
His daddy was suffering for the cancel for 3 years
But at last,he also choose to leave
And wuli donghae oppa also become stronger
He is now trying hard to hold back his tears
just because he promised his dad to be tough....
But yet
everytime donghae tear off
also because of thinking and missing his abuji
Donghae had cried when thinking about his Dad
He said his dad just like his best friend
But now
he cant share hapiness or sadness
with him anymore

I still remember
When his father was sick,
donghae rushed over to see him
I still remember
When he received his first place award for the first time,
he said, "Father, I hope you're healthy."

Although almost 3 years,
But yet i know
he still love and miss him so much
during Super Show 1,
he solo and sang the song "My everything"
to his daddy which no longer at his site
but yet he still want to say with him
"You're My everything....."

My lovely donghae's father,
I know u so love and care for ur son
but yet,i know he also apart of ur proud
Ur son,danghae is achieving towards a high level
He chased ur dream
He wish to become a successful singer
which was ur dream n wish last time
so u no need worry about him
Let ELFs take the opportunity
to take care for HIM,Lee Dong Hae...

Below is two videos that i wish to share

this is DongHae's FathEr's last letter
which wrote for his lovely son--LEE DONG HAE
so touching....

To. My son, DongHae.

DongHae ah. My son, DongHae ah.
My beloved son, DongHae ah.
Dad is very happy.
Because you are my son.
Also because you have become a singer.
Really very happy.
You always give dad a call.
How are you, must be healthy, really so sorry, and also love me a lot
DongHae ah, when dad sees you on television
Will always feel so emotional.
Maybe, because dad loves our DongHae a lot?
DongHae ah, to dad.
You know that being a singer is my dream too.
But because of your grandfather’s objection
Has no chose but to give up the dream of being a singer in Seoul
Brought your mum back to Mokpo
Later you brother DongHwa was born, then after that you were born.
I’m very happy.
DongHwa and you really are my sons.
Really thanks god.
When you were in primary or secondary school
I asked you whether you want to be a singer or not?
That time you said you want to study and play.
But after a few years, you said that you want to become a singer.
When you said that you want to become a singer
All my previous feeling and wishes appear in my mind.
I put the money in your hand, let you go Seoul once then come back.
After you went Seoul, your mother and I always pray for you.
Full of tears, full of emotions my son, DongHae.
Our DongHae will sure success.
If, even if our DongHae has failed
Must not leave wound in you heart.
praying, praying, keep praying.
Later you said you are qualified.
Feel so happy at that moment.
To dad, you really make me proud.
From that moment our DongHae went to live in Seoul
On the one hand I very happy for you
On the other hand feel very sad.
But still believe our son, DongHae sure can do it.
What I can give you is just giving you courage.
After a few years, you finally become a singer.
The first time when received first, DongHae worried about my health and hope that I live healthily.
This is what you said when you gave me a call on that day.
“Dad, I wouldn’t cry now, now definitely wouldn’t cry.
Looked at my fans, good right?
In this world, the person I loved the most is dad, favourite color is sapphire blue.”
When seeing you on the television.
Will remind me of my dream when I was young.
My beloved son, DongHae.
Dad, unable to see my son, DongHae receives new artist award
Also unable to see my daughter-in-law and cute grandchild, really very regret
But, our DongHae must remember.
I will always be guarding you in heaven, will always be supporting you.
Also, our DongHae is the most handsome in the world after me.
My son, DongHae.
I love you.
I love you..

From. Dad of the world most handsome DongHae

PS:I miss donghae's abuji

thanks for him

to bring donghae here

Change Mind

2009-08-06T02:35:00.004+08:00

Thought is creative

All thoughts are tend to be material things

The environment is fulled of influences

It will made me to change my mind

I dont wish to change my mind

i hold tight and walk till here

i wont know where is my destination

but yet i dont wish to stop

or even U turn back on the road

Along the road....
many times i wonder
should i just stop to walk along
wat m i suppose to hunt for
I dont know

what i know is
I wish to keep back my mind
i dont wanna to change my mind

I believe what i should stay hold
I trust what i wish to love
I walk along the road....

just bacause of my love

How dare the theives

2009-08-01T11:33:00.004+08:00

Last night i slept at 4am

then 2day early in the morning
around 7.30am someone knocked my door
i tod i was slept late to school edi

My sister wake up and opened the door
OMG,something so unpredictable have happened
My 2 housemates which stay in the downstair's room
said 2day morning wen they wake up
they realize their hp which put on the desk have been stolen

that was a shocked news
when i heard it,i totaly awaken from my sleepy mood
we all rushed down to my friend room to have a look
they said that ,
they just open a bit the window b4 they slept
and yet this morning they saw the window is opened widely
and their two handphone gone edi
called also cant reach to call...totally engaged

but how the thief done so?
the desk and the window is quite far distance
and the important thing is
both of my friends still slept inside the room
both of them even din realize got any sound
one of my friend slept at 3am that time
also haven happend anything
their hp also still on the desk
we suspend that the theif mayb notice us quite a long time
cause actualy my friends normally slept in the living room
just last night they slept inside the room

I totally cant imagine
how the thief "fish" the two handphone without any sounds
and even so dare to done so
during my friend were sleeping inside the room

there is not 1st time my kampar house being house-break in
altod tis time not consider house break in also
but also we have lost our valueble things
yes,just two handphone not realy loss so much
but yet,there is so scary to imagine that
how dare the thief act like nowsaday
our saftey is totally cant be secure edi....haihz

hope all my friends,
especially kampar's frens
take good care of ur valueble things
kampar is realy UNSAFETY
dont try to harap any security gurad o police
that is much better u self protect urself.......

i said before
devil is scary,but at least we know about that
but human being is much scary and horrible than devil
we totally don have sensor if someone want to attack u in the dark
this wold is full of danger.......

My confidence

2009-08-01T10:02:00.004+08:00

recently

i found myself

lack of self confidence

it was become lesser and lesser

My negative thinking made
my emo is full of fear,anger and guilt
Am i too critical ???
Everytime,i m tried to find a way
to citisize myself in certain moment
I knew that i still tend to stay in the past
Dont willing to look forward

Most of the time,
I rather to escape from the facts
I scare to face the truth
I cant even imagine i losssed or failed

"If you do not have confidence,
remember that no one was born perfect."
--------------I like this phrase

I wish to change my mind right now.....

Let Go

2009-08-01T00:23:00.004+08:00

rather to view backward

why should i dont just let go

and go on to my next journey

but how come is too heavy
for me to step on

aint anything i cant throw away
might i should let go all the pain
but why.......
i failure to do again......sobs

E L F

2009-07-31T23:14:00.004+08:00

What meant that ELF ???

Why my blog's name with ELF's world ???

E.L.F stands for
--------Ever Lasting Friends
realtionship of friends will last forever
within u & me.......
Its realy a very meaningful phrase

Should believe that will last forever
Seriously,I admit that i will believe
just because of THEM
Someone that i m willing to LOVE

the sea of Sapphire Pearls
fully of the love and care
Sapphire Blue
the most color i cant ever give up!!!!

Bleeding Heart

2009-07-25T23:41:00.003+08:00

I feel as though my heart lay bleeding

The pain is like a flooded scream

That cannot, will not stop.
Pain is all I do.

Now,i only realized that
how shallow and hurt my love is..
I never thought it would hurt this bad
I always will be for you

Deep inside i know i still care..
besides a bleeding heart,
There is now a huge hole left in my soul
My heart is crying
AND
bleeding deeply right now
just because
U are my everthing

When I can stop tear because of U ???

WTF of Utar Guard !!!

2009-07-24T21:16:00.005+08:00

i edi desperate and depair toward UTAR

just because of no other choice,
i force 2been in this suck environment

i felt it hopeless
i dun agree with those suck NEW policy
it is such a weird place ever,i think

eventhrough i broke the rules
isit the way to talk with a student wihout using BRAIN
Do they know that what is call MANNERS
I should ignore those brainless Utar security guard
those suck attitudes is consider a rude people where they are

To remark down my student Id number,I dont Care
To blacklist My car number,i ignored it
but please,
dun try 2 BARK in front of me with full of ur shit saliva
who care what they are scolding.....
and dun waste my time as well,please
please notice,i m the one who paid fees for UTAR
use ur brain to think ,i m courted as a boss of u,

Personally , I will never care for that
So, dun try 2 say nonsense for me!!!

today is realy a blue & suck day for ME
i admit that i was bad luck 2 meet the SHIT security officer

WTF of UTAR Guard is......
wish to show the middle finger now,FxxK!!!

Moody Moment

2009-07-23T19:09:00.007+08:00

I felt fully depressed
So many times,
I said to myself " what is wrong with me?"
why my affords gained with nothing

Am I just punishing myself for actually my weaknesses for once?
or is it just nerves in thinking about it making me weaker
Gosh! i m confusing and baffling dy

at that moment,
i wish to tear out without any reason
i want to isolate myself from that
i close my eyes deeply with smile
And pretend nothing happened!
Just like a poor girl rapped!!!

moody made me unpredictable emotional
moody came with negative thoughts

= Let leave me alone !!! =

Movie night

2009-07-23T04:44:00.007+08:00

Last saturday,after the QT mid term test 1

we decided as usual watch movie in jusco,ipoh

which i have anticipated so desperately

with few of my friends

this time, we watched the movie

---Harry Potter and the half blood prince

what comment on this movie???

do you guys can imagine that

Professor Dumbledore died, killed by Professor Snape..

do you guys believe that

Professor Snape is actually the HALF BLOOD PRINCE?

but then

what the purpose he wanna kill the professor snape ???

will it any secret within him?

By the way, th movie really nice at first

but there is under my expectation towards it

because lack of fighting scenes..

it is not that excited as the previous few movies..

because there is no Voldemort scene with Harry..

but yet overall is quite good =)

Whatever it is,

NICE MOVIE for me..

I enjoyed as well,

just felt a bit tired on that night,swt!!!

this movie shown around two and half hours

that is why around 2am

i only reached my home !!!!

Friendship do END

2009-07-21T23:47:00.001+08:00

To some people, a friend is practically anyone they know.
To anyone, friendship means a much closer relationship,
one in which you take the time to really understand each other.
A friend is someone you trust enough to share a part of yourself
the rest of the world may never see.
That kind of friendship doesn't come along everyday...
but that's the way it should be.

what is friendship???
my mind come out with a conclusion
FRIENDSHIP DO END
am i too realistic thinking of that???
i don't think so....
i try hard to appreciate all i have been through
but yet
why i found that
friendship will end when suspicion creeps in??

For me,
friendship is a thread between two hearts.
Its very easy to break if there are misunderstandings between the two.
It bounds by faith.

every friendship will start with a true heart
and end will a broken heart
that is why
I think I do not speak too strongly
when I say that friendship is one of the most precious

Friendship made worthless
Whenever we loose faith there is end of friendship