E L F

What meant that ELF ???

Why my blog's name with ELF's world ???

E.L.F stands for
--------Ever Lasting Friends
realtionship of friends will last forever
within u & me.......
Its realy a very meaningful phrase


Should believe that will last forever
Seriously,I admit that i will believe
just because of THEM
Someone that i m willing to LOVE



the sea of Sapphire Pearls
fully of the love and care
Sapphire Blue
the most color i cant ever give up!!!!

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Bleeding Heart

I feel as though my heart lay bleeding

The pain is like a flooded scream

That cannot, will not stop.
Pain is all I do.

Now,i only realized that
how shallow and hurt my love is..
I never thought it would hurt this bad
I always will be for you



Deep inside i know i still care..
besides a bleeding heart,
There is now a huge hole left in my soul
My heart is crying
AND
bleeding deeply right now
just because
U are my everthing



When I can stop tear because of U ???

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WTF of Utar Guard !!!

i edi desperate and depair toward UTAR

just because of no other choice,
i force 2been in this suck environment


i felt it hopeless
i dun agree with those suck NEW policy
it is such a weird place ever,i think


eventhrough i broke the rules
isit the way to talk with a student wihout using BRAIN
Do they know that what is call MANNERS
I should ignore those brainless Utar security guard
those suck attitudes is consider a rude people where they are


To remark down my student Id number,I dont Care
To blacklist My car number,i ignored it
but please,
dun try 2 BARK in front of me with full of ur shit saliva
who care what they are scolding.....
and dun waste my time as well,please
please notice,i m the one who paid fees for UTAR
use ur brain to think ,i m courted as a boss of u,


Personally , I will never care for that
So, dun try 2 say nonsense for me!!!


today is realy a blue & suck day for ME
i admit that i was bad luck 2 meet the SHIT security officer


WTF of UTAR Guard is......
wish to show the middle finger now,FxxK!!!

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Moody Moment

I felt fully depressed
So many times,
I said to myself " what is wrong with me?"
why my affords gained with nothing

Am I just punishing myself for actually my weaknesses for once?
or is it just nerves in thinking about it making me weaker
Gosh! i m confusing and baffling dy


at that moment,
i wish to tear out without any reason
i want to isolate myself from that
i close my eyes deeply with smile
And pretend nothing happened!
Just like a poor girl rapped!!!

moody made me unpredictable emotional
moody came with negative thoughts

= Let leave me alone !!! =

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Movie night

Last saturday,after the QT mid term test 1

we decided as usual watch movie in jusco,ipoh

which i have anticipated so desperately

with few of my friends

this time, we watched the movie

---Harry Potter and the half blood prince

what comment on this movie???

do you guys can imagine that

Professor Dumbledore died, killed by Professor Snape..

do you guys believe that

Professor Snape is actually the HALF BLOOD PRINCE?

but then

what the purpose he wanna kill the professor snape ???

will it any secret within him?

By the way, th movie really nice at first

but there is under my expectation towards it

because lack of fighting scenes..

it is not that excited as the previous few movies..

because there is no Voldemort scene with Harry..

but yet overall is quite good =)

Whatever it is,

NICE MOVIE for me..

I enjoyed as well,

just felt a bit tired on that night,swt!!!

this movie shown around two and half hours

that is why around 2am

i only reached my home !!!!

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Friendship do END

To some people, a friend is practically anyone they know.
To anyone, friendship means a much closer relationship,
one in which you take the time to really understand each other.
A friend is someone you trust enough to share a part of yourself
the rest of the world may never see.
That kind of friendship doesn't come along everyday...
but that's the way it should be.



what is friendship???
my mind come out with a conclusion
FRIENDSHIP DO END
am i too realistic thinking of that???
i don't think so....
i try hard to appreciate all i have been through
but yet
why i found that
friendship will end when suspicion creeps in??



For me,
friendship is a thread between two hearts.
Its very easy to break if there are misunderstandings between the two.
It bounds by faith.


every friendship will start with a true heart
and end will a broken heart
that is why
I think I do not speak too strongly
when I say that friendship is one of the most precious


Friendship made worthless
Whenever we loose faith there is end of friendship

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