I Lost

I was in insomnia mode ,

the whole night,

i totally cant close up my pair of eyes

In the midnight,

I try hard to fight back my tears,

useless to find out that

why my face appeared in two lines of tears???

the tear in silence was bitter enough

and flow into my broken heart

made it feel burnt

I should let go with a deep smile

I should face it easily

but yet

I found in fact was

My heart still broken and hurt

It was pain too

In the end,

whom that it hurted for? ? ? !

Silly to say,

i still believe what u told me,

M i pabo enough ???

I laughed brightly,

Because I really lost........