I Lost

I was in insomnia mode ,

the whole night,

i totally cant close up my pair of eyes

In the midnight,

I try hard to fight back my tears,

useless to find out that

why my face appeared in two lines of tears???

the tear in silence was bitter enough

and flow into my broken heart

made it feel burnt

I should let go with a deep smile

I should face it easily

but yet

I found in fact was

My heart still broken and hurt

It was pain too

In the end,

whom that it hurted for? ? ? !

Silly to say,

i still believe what u told me,

M i pabo enough ???

I laughed brightly,

Because I really lost........

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Korea Plaza Singing Class

Last thursday,
I decided go for the Korea Plaza
for attending the singing class^^

In wednesday night,
I with my sister stayed one night at onnie's house
both of her parents realy very friendly
made me feel embrassed to bring trouble for them
Uncle,aunty,onnie
thanks for everything ^^

the next day,
I antipated go for KLIA with chris and keiya,
because Eyrans wanna flight to oversea on that day
She realy get shock to see me n sinmun
appear at KLIA
We juzt can chat for a while,
coz we were rushing bus to 2nd station,
so be4 leaving,we hug each other in deep.....
I dont dare to turn back
cause i scare to c her crying face,sob.....


TO:My dearest Eyrans
Plz take good care at there....v all miss u so much
hope can chat wf u soon in internet^^muakzzzz






After that,we took monorial and rushed to Bukit Nanas,
cause onnie called and said,
all members arrived edi...juz wait us to come
when we get off from the monorial,
i get shocked for that moment,
coz i saw quite a number of ppl
wearing blue color T-shirt.....so amazing scene^^
then, we walked to Korea Plaza.....

overall,the singing class quite enjoyable for me
I was 1st time to meet xiao xiao,acidice
both of their eyes realy extremely BIG enuf
During the class,
We all ELFs sang R&B version Sorry Sorry and Marry U too
After the self introduce section,
We decided ti watch the Super Show 1 DVD
everyone seem like so high on that situation....

personality,i like this kind of activity,
because through this activity,
it will make E.L.Fs become more co-operate
It can gather all Msia E.L.Fs
to have such interesting function
Make me feel amazing and meanningful^^
I apperiaciate KTO invite MYSJ for the singing class
and thanks those ELFs that attending that day
hope u guys were enjoyed it^^

Malaysia' ELFs , HAppy Together

Photo Sharing:

XiaoXiao,Me,Acidice^^

My korean look^^charisma n handsome???

i prefer this rather than female dressing in korea^^

ooh,winter dy???haha

sorry sorry,cool man !!!!

Behind me got 4 flower guys^^haeng boak

During the singing class,

all ELFs looked so concerntrate ^^ great!!!

Wuli little"xiao xiao" singing teacher^^pretty girl

My "破小孩"

Sorry Sorry lyris shown in big scene^^

"sorry sorry sorry sorry........"

wow,3 pretty korean girls + 1 handsome korean guy^^haha

annyhasaeyo......^^

At last,taking photo as a memorable

1,2,3......take^^

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Apo's Birthday Party

Let time bring back to last wednesday(26/8),

Our gang excited to go for KL one day trip,

suppose is for shopping at there,

but actualy purposely,

we went there to celebrate Apo's Birthday

Of course,Apo is knowing ntg about that

we planned to give

her a surpising birthday gather^^

Because of our smart n intelligent,

At last, the surpising for Apo was successfully

hmm.....

this one trip in kl,

our gang 12 ppl which included

Gua,Apo,Feipo,Strawberry,Stacy,Carman,

Munzi,Tick,Wei,Hoong,Brian

as well as me ^^

We went KL by KTM in the morning of 9.30

Shop at Timesquare,Sg Wang, and even

Pavilion^^

So amazing right???hahaha

but leg very pain for walk whole day,swtttt....

We decided to celebrate Apo's bufday

at a shop name"pepper lunch"in Pavilion

OMG,all made of pepper= =

the taste realy not nice,

NO MORE NEXT TIME!!!!

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Now,is the photo timing :-

Be4 start our journey,we took in KTM, kampar

My new spec,bought in sg wang^^

damn like it....

On the way going to KL,what we do in the Train???

OMG,what was ah tick doing???sewing????

busy chitchat ING,hahaha

Wuli miss S,busy on her sewing^^so concerntrate

We din buy cake,we decided to buy Muffin

which replaced as cake!!!

feel special^^cake quite bored dy^^

Tasty muffin full of 20 candles

we took in Pavilion toilet，hehe

Our dinner---pepper rice which was full of pepper

the taste quite bad!!!dun go and try for it

u guys will regret

I like this

Jelly Cake^^

calm n pretty neh~~

At last,

Wuli main character,Leng lui Apo

Happy Birthday,

My dear friend,Apo^^

Hope all ur dreams will come true

&

Hope u always hapiness

PS:hope u have an momorable birthday this year^^

surpising on that day right???hahaha

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Happy Birthday To YOU

Before end of today

i take the opportunity here
to wish wuli
ki bum oppa
always haeng boak
&
happy birthday

my dear oppa,

i know you have you reason
i choose to BELIEVE you from the beginning
rather to blame you
i chose to trust you more

I know
I still remember
what you have promised us
ELFs always be there for you
so please dun let us wait so long

We are waiting your ComeBack
As long as you r happiness
We rather to stand by ur side

My dear ki bum,
please be happy and healthy
and lastly
wish u have a memorable birthday

Saranghaeyo
.....

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Heartbreaker

whether you r my heartbreaker

OR

I m your heart pain~ER

Will m i ???

By why u r the one who let me full of pain

who give u the power???

Now i only realized

I m the one who give you the power to hurt me

Your r my heartbreaker

or else i m the loser

aint important for me already

A picture with a broken frame

can it heal and reframe again???

of cause is no problem

but it edi full of scar......

and become meanningless edi

why should still wanna hold tight??

If let time to heal it

can i become a heartbreaker for you???

I wanna to be.....BUT.....

No Way......

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tagged by CheeYi

1. Besides your lips, where is the favourite spot to get kissed?

forehead OR cheek= =

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?

m i dreaming

3. Who was the last person/people you took a photo with?

hmm.....feipo???i also 4get dy....^^

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?

NOPE

5. Will you ever donate blood?

No.cause underweight,sobbbb

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?

For Sure

7. Do you want someone to be dead?

Definitely NO !!!

8. What does your last text message say?

good night+bobo

9. What are you thinking right now?

scaring for later QT test 2.....god bless me^^

1o. Do you want someone to be with you right now?

Yes,but that is impossible.....

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?

4am

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?

forget edi,swt

13. Is someone on your mind right now?

Of course, yes

14. Who was the last person who text

hmm......sinmun???

*8 lucky person to do this quiz~*

*My dear(C)

*My lovely daughter(Eyrans)

* Karen

* Onnie

* Stacy

* ying hui

* Khim Yao

* Toh

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Dong Hae's Lovely Father

Lee Dong Hae is one of the Super junior member
His daddy passed away on August 8, 2006
due to chronic illness....
His daddy was suffering for the cancel for 3 years
But at last,he also choose to leave
And wuli donghae oppa also become stronger
He is now trying hard to hold back his tears
just because he promised his dad to be tough....
But yet
everytime donghae tear off
also because of thinking and missing his abuji
Donghae had cried when thinking about his Dad
He said his dad just like his best friend
But now
he cant share hapiness or sadness
with him anymore

I still remember
When his father was sick,
donghae rushed over to see him
I still remember
When he received his first place award for the first time,
he said, "Father, I hope you're healthy."

Although almost 3 years,
But yet i know
he still love and miss him so much
during Super Show 1,
he solo and sang the song "My everything"
to his daddy which no longer at his site
but yet he still want to say with him
"You're My everything....."

My lovely donghae's father,
I know u so love and care for ur son
but yet,i know he also apart of ur proud
Ur son,danghae is achieving towards a high level
He chased ur dream
He wish to become a successful singer
which was ur dream n wish last time
so u no need worry about him
Let ELFs take the opportunity
to take care for HIM,Lee Dong Hae...

Below is two videos that i wish to share







this is DongHae's FathEr's last letter
which wrote for his lovely son--LEE DONG HAE
so touching....


To. My son, DongHae.

DongHae ah. My son, DongHae ah.
My beloved son, DongHae ah.
Dad is very happy.
Because you are my son.
Also because you have become a singer.
Really very happy.
You always give dad a call.
How are you, must be healthy, really so sorry, and also love me a lot
DongHae ah, when dad sees you on television
Will always feel so emotional.
Maybe, because dad loves our DongHae a lot?
DongHae ah, to dad.
You know that being a singer is my dream too.
But because of your grandfather’s objection
Has no chose but to give up the dream of being a singer in Seoul
Brought your mum back to Mokpo
Later you brother DongHwa was born, then after that you were born.
I’m very happy.
DongHwa and you really are my sons.
Really thanks god.
When you were in primary or secondary school
I asked you whether you want to be a singer or not?
That time you said you want to study and play.
But after a few years, you said that you want to become a singer.
When you said that you want to become a singer
All my previous feeling and wishes appear in my mind.
I put the money in your hand, let you go Seoul once then come back.
After you went Seoul, your mother and I always pray for you.
Full of tears, full of emotions my son, DongHae.
Our DongHae will sure success.
If, even if our DongHae has failed
Must not leave wound in you heart.
praying, praying, keep praying.
Later you said you are qualified.
Feel so happy at that moment.
To dad, you really make me proud.
From that moment our DongHae went to live in Seoul
On the one hand I very happy for you
On the other hand feel very sad.
But still believe our son, DongHae sure can do it.
What I can give you is just giving you courage.
After a few years, you finally become a singer.
The first time when received first, DongHae worried about my health and hope that I live healthily.
This is what you said when you gave me a call on that day.
“Dad, I wouldn’t cry now, now definitely wouldn’t cry.
Looked at my fans, good right?
In this world, the person I loved the most is dad, favourite color is sapphire blue.”
When seeing you on the television.
Will remind me of my dream when I was young.
My beloved son, DongHae.
Dad, unable to see my son, DongHae receives new artist award
Also unable to see my daughter-in-law and cute grandchild, really very regret
But, our DongHae must remember.
I will always be guarding you in heaven, will always be supporting you.
Also, our DongHae is the most handsome in the world after me.
My son, DongHae.
I love you.
I love you..

From. Dad of the world most handsome DongHae

PS:I miss donghae's abuji

thanks for him

to bring donghae here

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