Change Mind

Thought is creative

All thoughts are tend to be material things

The environment is fulled of influences

It will made me to change my mind

I dont wish to change my mind

i hold tight and walk till here

i wont know where is my destination

but yet i dont wish to stop

or even U turn back on the road

Along the road....
many times i wonder
should i just stop to walk along
wat m i suppose to hunt for
I dont know

what i know is
I wish to keep back my mind
i dont wanna to change my mind



I believe what i should stay hold
I trust what i wish to love
I walk along the road....

just bacause of my love

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How dare the theives

Last night i slept at 4am

then 2day early in the morning
around 7.30am someone knocked my door
i tod i was slept late to school edi

My sister wake up and opened the door
OMG,something so unpredictable have happened
My 2 housemates which stay in the downstair's room
said 2day morning wen they wake up
they realize their hp which put on the desk have been stolen


that was a shocked news
when i heard it,i totaly awaken from my sleepy mood
we all rushed down to my friend room to have a look
they said that ,
they just open a bit the window b4 they slept
and yet this morning they saw the window is opened widely
and their two handphone gone edi
called also cant reach to call...totally engaged


but how the thief done so?
the desk and the window is quite far distance
and the important thing is
both of my friends still slept inside the room
both of them even din realize got any sound
one of my friend slept at 3am that time
also haven happend anything
their hp also still on the desk
we suspend that the theif mayb notice us quite a long time
cause actualy my friends normally slept in the living room
just last night they slept inside the room


I totally cant imagine
how the thief "fish" the two handphone without any sounds
and even so dare to done so
during my friend were sleeping inside the room

there is not 1st time my kampar house being house-break in
altod tis time not consider house break in also
but also we have lost our valueble things
yes,just two handphone not realy loss so much
but yet,there is so scary to imagine that
how dare the thief act like nowsaday
our saftey is totally cant be secure edi....haihz



hope all my friends,
especially kampar's frens
take good care of ur valueble things
kampar is realy UNSAFETY
dont try to harap any security gurad o police
that is much better u self protect urself.......


i said before
devil is scary,but at least we know about that
but human being is much scary and horrible than devil
we totally don have sensor if someone want to attack u in the dark
this wold is full of danger.......

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My confidence

recently

i found myself

lack of self confidence

it was become lesser and lesser

My negative thinking made
my emo is full of fear,anger and guilt
Am i too critical ???
Everytime,i m tried to find a way
to citisize myself in certain moment
I knew that i still tend to stay in the past
Dont willing to look forward



Most of the time,
I rather to escape from the facts
I scare to face the truth
I cant even imagine i losssed or failed



"If you do not have confidence,
remember that no one was born perfect."
--------------I like this phrase



I wish to change my mind right now.....

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Let Go

rather to view backward

why should i dont just let go

and go on to my next journey

but how come is too heavy
for me to step on



aint anything i cant throw away
might i should let go all the pain
but why.......
i failure to do again......sobs

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E L F

What meant that ELF ???

Why my blog's name with ELF's world ???

E.L.F stands for
--------Ever Lasting Friends
realtionship of friends will last forever
within u & me.......
Its realy a very meaningful phrase


Should believe that will last forever
Seriously,I admit that i will believe
just because of THEM
Someone that i m willing to LOVE



the sea of Sapphire Pearls
fully of the love and care
Sapphire Blue
the most color i cant ever give up!!!!

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Bleeding Heart

I feel as though my heart lay bleeding

The pain is like a flooded scream

That cannot, will not stop.
Pain is all I do.

Now,i only realized that
how shallow and hurt my love is..
I never thought it would hurt this bad
I always will be for you



Deep inside i know i still care..
besides a bleeding heart,
There is now a huge hole left in my soul
My heart is crying
AND
bleeding deeply right now
just because
U are my everthing



When I can stop tear because of U ???

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WTF of Utar Guard !!!

i edi desperate and depair toward UTAR

just because of no other choice,
i force 2been in this suck environment


i felt it hopeless
i dun agree with those suck NEW policy
it is such a weird place ever,i think


eventhrough i broke the rules
isit the way to talk with a student wihout using BRAIN
Do they know that what is call MANNERS
I should ignore those brainless Utar security guard
those suck attitudes is consider a rude people where they are


To remark down my student Id number,I dont Care
To blacklist My car number,i ignored it
but please,
dun try 2 BARK in front of me with full of ur shit saliva
who care what they are scolding.....
and dun waste my time as well,please
please notice,i m the one who paid fees for UTAR
use ur brain to think ,i m courted as a boss of u,


Personally , I will never care for that
So, dun try 2 say nonsense for me!!!


today is realy a blue & suck day for ME
i admit that i was bad luck 2 meet the SHIT security officer


WTF of UTAR Guard is......
wish to show the middle finger now,FxxK!!!

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